I should learn how to stop procrastinating so I could spend my free time doing the things I want to do. That way when I play my guitar during the time I should be doing my homework I won’t feel as guilty and talking myself down at how I’m not even a good singer/guitar player at all. I make myself feel so stupid so many times.
The second you start to complain, remember to shift it away because worrying takes so much time, thus taking up more space to do homework.
I’d like to point out that I would rather be playing music more than anything I’m doing for school. Well, maybe not. I like school. Learning all of this stuff is great, but maybe since I’m in my fourth year of college now I’m fried. Being abroad makes me less motivated to do my work because of social and travel plans.
I’ve got so many ideas that I write down and I want to put together but I don’t make time to do so. I always let something get in the way.
But now, I will go back to my essay.